Being a Mom is Freaking Hard

A few days after having my first child, I seriously thought, "How in the hell can there be so many people in the world, because why would anyone do this to themselves more than once!?"  

The "Binge" Part

Food. I can't do it like normal people.  Especially problematic is recreational sugar.  It's a drug to me. It sets up a craving and once I have it, I need more.  And it's even worse when my head is in a good place and I think,"I can handle it."