Not gonna eat the Easter candy

Today is going to be one of the hardest days of the year for me food-wise.  I feel like I'm missing out if I don't get to indulge in the Easter candy, or the Valentines day candy, or Halloween candy.  Many a holiday, I have used the next day 50% off holiday candy discount as a justification to purchase and overindulge.  Maybe it won't be as hard for me today after my little slip yesterday.  Here's hoping....

Sanity and Peace Around Food

It was my first day back to the gym after about six days.  Because my body was used to not moving, it was starting to get used to it.  I also noticed that a little bit of sugar and definitely more carbohydrates were sneaking into my diet.  Not a good sign.  Usually, this is time I would just throw it all away--

I Don't Hate Myself Today

I don't hate myself today.  In fact, I haven't hated myself in 44 days.  February 7th, 2013. That's the day I finally became ready and willing to do the things I need to do to take care of myself;  for starters... getting much needed exercise on a regular basis, making food choices that feed my body, instead of...

Bare Minimums

Bare minimums.  That's all I could handle this morning. Get up.  Get coffee.  Feed kids. Get them dressed. Get me dressed.  Pack lunch. Get in car... drive.  Drop off child at school.  It took every ounce of energy I possessed...

In the Food

I cancelled a get-together with two people today, which had the potential to become a business relationship-- and all because I wasn't in the mood to be social.

Eating away at my self-esteem today

There is a new Disney show on TV called "Dog with a Blog."  I mean, it's bad enough that we strive to be original and somewhat different from the 30 zillion other people out there with blogs.  So now every time I see the damn show...

Screw the Perfect Blog Entry

So, I think I'm finally starting to understand now.  I can't wait until I "have my shit" totally together to write in this thing.  If I do, then I will never write in it.