Dear Blog

My night.

I try to stay away from you,
but I just can't.
There's something pulling me to post, even though I haven't done it perfectly, or regularly.
I want to give up,
to pretend I never made you...

but I can't.
I want to say, "look, I haven't done it the right way, so I guess I shouldn't do it at all,"
but I can't.

What is it that keeps pulling me back?
Why do I feel like I need to write you?
Do you know?
Will you tell me?

- blogger at bingepraylove.